It wasn’t until I left the meeting, came home, watched my wife put Amanda to sleep , and went into the home office that I started to think about what happened that morning and the conclusion that I came to. Having teams, divisions, companies reach goals while there are many negative factors is a high accomplishment.
I met an old coworker that morning heard the great things he was working on, the plans, the ambitious vision (which i do think he’ll complete), and thought to myself. I’m doing it wrong. And, What I wouldn’t give. I realized that the company he’s helped build operated with a different mentality and it was do to this mentality that it became and is successful. I guess you can say, I miss it.
Reality. The reality of the situation though, my situation, is different. Though I wish my teams under me reach the point his entire company runs under reach and I reach the point where I think and plan like he does, I realize I’ve had success with a very critical component which he might never encounter do to the culture of the company he runs. How to reach goals, milestones, when not all pieces either cant or wont operate at 100% and you have no option but to keep the problems is a challenge.
So far, the formula i’ve implemented is and has shown results. Some believe it to be me putting in long hours (it’s not), or me doing the work for my teams (it’s not), it’s simply observing, looking at the process, and identifying pain points. Yes some times the pain points are personnel based but most of the time it’s not. Yes it does bring unwanted stress since I cant simply move the problem out of the situation like my friend can but it helps me work with what I have to the highest degree.
What am I getting at?
Working and delivering results in a non ideal environment is a great challenge that not many people can succeed at. Though I sometimes wish I had the wiggle room to remove continued problems knowing that results were attained under non ideal conditions is great.
I woke up at 4:00am today. I couldnt sleep. Had an bad dream so I’m here dumping my thoughts onto this thing.
There is a hot topic at my house, between my wife (yes you’ve made it very clear that we’re not married yet)….so my girlfriend. Like all couples we argue and you know what? That’s ok. To me the most heated discussions happen when we touch on this specific topic…
Why should humanity go to Mars or any other planet.
I know she doesn’t care as much but I do but I become extremely worked up when we talk about it. It stems from the feeling that reaching another planet from a human experience just seems so…so AWESOME! Think about all that humanity has gone through, from living in a world where penicillin didn’t even exit , people would use bloodletting to cure common ailments, to popular religions persecuting out of the box thinkers, from the first tool, the printing press, the cotton gin, the type writer, the computer, the internet, to the ability to talk to someone circling the EARTH via reddit. Humanity has come a long long way. Now imagine? When we, humanity, leave Earth to set foot on another planet. Yep, im actually getting teary eyed just thinking about it. It just means a lot.
Someone or something put us here with nothing to our name. We found a way to continue to survive and now we hatched and reached the point where we can look out, stretch out wings, and explore. Yes, ill be one of those people who might have cried when humanity landed on the moon and I think I will cry when we land on Mars. Will I get to see this day? No.
My wife…she isnt too thrilled with the idea. I still love her though :-p
I wanted to catch you up on what’s been happening. A lot. Amanda, we headed to Hawaii for a good long, much needed vacation, your great grandmother passes away, I had a scare with my stomach, I proposed to your mom, and you kept growing.
Your mom and I just got back from Sami’s birthday where you had a blast and Sami was doing her thing.
I cant stress enough the importance of helping Amanda. We are here to help those that cant help themselves. Just remember were we came from, where your parents grew up, and how much we struggled to get where we’re at now. I guess thats why I keep going no matter how hard it may seem. Being told that my dad, your grandfather picked up card board to sell, collected cans so our family could get by doesnt compare to anything we might encounter in our every day lives at work.
I know i’ve slipped and havent sent you emails lately I will.
A few weeks, more like a month or two ago I woke up feeling interesting. I felt like I was already dead. It felt so refreshing and in a way liberating. Since then I’ve been in this strange daze feeling really good about life, what I can expect, and just enjoying and not really stressing over the small things. The best way I can describe is how I would feel during an interview. I would stumble in the initial question and realize I didn’t get the job. At that point, since all was lost, I would have fun with what tends to be a really stressful situation. Same situation but its now with life.
We’re planning to have another baby. Not sure when but seeing you alone, playing with your toys, I tend to agree with your mom. You need a companion. You will be a great sister and I hope you grow up to show your siblings your creative spark and awesome sense of adventure. My biggest fear? My biggest fear is not knowing how you’re going to react to the negativity of the world. I hope I engrain in you the need to seek your creative side.
To this day I dont know what I did to be so lucky. That’s what bugged me for year.
I’ll leave you with my latest musical discovery, Of Monsters and Men (I’ve heard them before just never knew their name or heard their full album…not bad)